“It’s undeniable, music has a profound effect on our perspectives and understanding.
Thus expanding our unconscious depths, under the shelves uncover the truth propels, discover the use of self.”—Diverse - the unprefix
look moron/hypebeast, just because you know the song “feathers” don’t mean you’re now the forefront guru on hip-hop. no matter how hard you try, you’re just another kid hopping that bandwagon just because everyone else is doing it. try as hard as you might but you’ll never take flight. your icarus…
Sooo damn true. Same goes with the biggie and tupac crowd.
We all know that the only person you can really depend on 100% of the time is yourself.
But damn, how lovely would it be to have someone to check up on me and genuinely care what and how I’m doing. Someone to make sure that I’m staying on the right track in life, keeping my grades up, making sure I’m taking care of all of my priorities. Someone that would make me want to better myself and be there for me when I’d need her.
It’s crazy fast time flies, already another semester down.
This college experience has been a blur and I don’t know how but things have been working out for me. Like this feeling that someone’s been looking out for me ever since I came to college. For example, today I checked my grades and I was supposed to have failed a class but somehow managed a C in it. Obviously I’m not gonna complain about it because it saved me a lot of grief, but it got me thinking about how much of life is based on luck. It’s pretty fucked up. Sure hard work can definitely help you succeed, but if you’re not lucky enough to have someone notice your efforts, it’s pretty damn hard to get anywhere. I’ve seen a lot of bad shit happen to a lot of good people, and it sucks.
Maybe it’s because I’ve adopted this laid back, uncaring approach to life ever since high school (I guess to rebel against the “asian stereotype”) that makes me feel like shit just falls into my lap. Not saying I don’t put in ANY effort, but I am definitely nowhere near the 100% mark. Regardless, it makes me feel like shit when stuff like my grades just works out especially when I see people near me suffering after putting in more effort and not getting the same results.
Anyways it’s already 2011, no more bullshitting myself. Time to step it up and feel satisfied of my own efforts.